London GETS EVEN

teaalove:

im tired of bein up till 5 am lettin my mind wander in places it shouldn’t be.

Sometimes I wake up and i dont recognize myself. I mean really - have you ever woke up one morning and just didn’t know who you are - cause of what you did - what you believe in , you no longer believe in no more , what you said , HELL w.e. you expressed . I have many mornings like that - when I just say UNBELIEVABLE to all of this ! Im not posting to COMPLAIN im posting to be HEARD , to be UNDERSTOOD !

MILLIE

Im a very complicated lover, friend, and daughter. I’m not usually grateful for what I have and what im about to get. I tend to be in bad situations and makes things worse than it already is. Yet, im not a drama type of person but i still manage to find myself in DRAMA. These things never makes sense to me on how these things can happen to me. Im just a young lady whose barely a teenager who is trying to change her life around after high school - all i ask is for help, guidance, but yet i have no one to help or show me the way. Hold my hand and tell me that its going to be okay. Yet, i dont have a mom who supports me the way i think she should - and i cant say I DONT CARE cause i do - Remember whenever you speak your mind and say how you feel - never say that you dont CARE cause you do - cause if you didnt than why waste some time and express those feelings and thoughts.

MILLIE

serenelyprofound:

I’ve calmed down a lot in the past few months. I can think back and remember when I was just so desperate to have somebody. Now I could care less, I’m focused on myself more than I’ve ever been. I know good things will come with time, and there’s no need to rush, because rushing only causes fuck-ups. I’m content with where I am in my life right now. Trying to keep myself happy instead of relying on material things and others. Being grateful for what I have, you know?